*\\mOi stOry...

2006-09-03T09:15:00.000+08:00

i guess everthing is back to normal?
yeah one simple sms from him can mean so much.
haha. yeap yeap.

dont know why i have been losing so much weight lately.
my mummy thinks that it's some signs of showing
something is wrong with my body.
which i obviously do not think so!
she has been bugging me to take a blood test to comfirm everything lately.

but im scared of needles!
so a big NO!
but i've agreed to go for the chinese doctor.
which is quite useful i guess?
cuz he managed to cure my irregular heartbeat.
wahahaha
but there's reallie nth wrong with my body!!!

he wasnt at my house ytd. and guess wad!
my mummy say that our house seems wierd without him around.
lolsss!!!
and he say after the prelims he will come over.
heeeee

2006-09-01T09:52:00.000+08:00

after so long i am finally back.
yeap after so much tingys have happened,
i finally realise that thr are loads of tingys which i do not noe.
and only got to know ytd.

firstly, according to people, yonghwee used to noe every single pretty pj gal.
well tt i did asked him abt it cuz grace told me before.
but he didnt admit to that.
and wad i saw in his friendster ytd reallie disappointed me.
how can he private msg a gal in friendster,
who is attached, asking her to be his fren
when the gal dun even noe who is he and he doesn't even noe who is the gal.

saddening right? someone u love so much can actually do tis kinda tingys.
keeping u in the dark.
i guess in everyone's eyes i am in the fault.
but i just wanna say it takes two hands to clap.
if it weren't for his bad temper all tis wouldn't have happened.
isit correct to scream and get pissed at ur girlfriend every single day?

i mean i noe he is stressed abt exams and stuff.
but how come he doesn't go around screaming at his friends?
i've tolerated enough of his crap.
as well as the excuses he gives me when he private messages a gal.
i've decided to move on.

2005-12-25T14:39:00.000+08:00

hais...
christmas is a season to be jolly!
but...

here i am spending it alone at home.
and no one seems to be tagging me anymore!
boohoohoo.......

should have agreed to meet huiling and co at 10am tis morning.
but i woke up at 10am.
cant go alr lor.

den dearie oso pangseh me lor.
always work work work.

den i act clever lar!
duwan go out with my family.
den alone lar!
=(

2005-12-21T22:21:00.000+08:00

2005-12-21T12:39:00.000+08:00

hahahahaha
im having mood swings.

i so feel like gg to poly
dun feel like studying in pjc anymore.
i duwan selfish ppl all around me.

hahahaha
can only say. can do meh?
if i quit jc mummy will be the first one
to plant a slap across my face.

BOO!!!

wad's the point of studying so hard to get promoted
when i dun even wanna do my hw now.
burn all the books!
fire all the teachers!
kill all students!

2005-12-19T13:03:00.000+08:00

2005-12-19T11:23:00.000+08:00

hmms came back from obs on fri.
i love dearie lots lots.
he waited for me for 1 and a half hour.
muackksss

after which.
we wenta eat macdonald!
after soooo long. lols
surprisingly i miss macdonald during camp so much

den go c dear train.
sit thr see him spike ball, dig blah blah...
actually got aimed by ball quite a few times.
managed to block it away. lols pheww...

go home, mummy ask me got miss dem not.
ermmmm ans is... no
hahahahahahahahaha
i miss dearie more.

ytd. dearie came my hse.
he play mahjong with jiejie, aiden and mummy.
lols i slept on the sofa while they play.
i just looove him sooooo much!

2005-12-10T08:59:00.000+08:00

i can assure that all the pics now are just right
no need for any resizing.
lols...

went bugis with dearie ytd.
cuz needa meet minhui they all at 4.30pm mah...
cuz grace's caroling starts at 5.30pm
but in the end they only reach at 6pm lors.
lucky dear was with me. or i would have blown my top off.

by the time they came we were ready to go
cuz needa meet jiejie and aiden for sakae.

tis pic was taken when i was tellin him sth.

when we're gg home

2005-12-09T10:05:00.000+08:00

i changed my blogskin...
omg... and it looks horrible.

resized pics too...
but how come it still seem so horrible??
and i resize until...
the pic whr dearie is covering his organ,
his fingers became fat.

ahhhhhhh
why liddat?????
next time im gonna take smaller pics.
smaller pics.....

2005-12-08T20:58:00.000+08:00

hahas dearie came my house today.
mummy help him cut his desired mohawk.
vain man.
cant stand him. lols

before haircut.......

after haircut.......

hahas den we so guai today lors...
we did maths okies!
he even studies chemistry lors... hehs

look at his sentosa name tag...

opps... why is he covering his organ?

yippie... today 4 months together lehs...
tml gonna go out with him again!

2005-12-07T10:35:00.000+08:00

haha...
wanted to blog ytd but blogger like got prob?

sunday
bbq okok only lars...
made alot of balloons...
lols... so fun...
flew kite and made sandcastles...

monday
met mr ang hwee hwee in the morning.
to watch zathura.
wahaha bully time!

lols... after tt went back to the chalet at east coast.
my dear send me to bedok leh!
after tt he go home alone. lols...
but i gave him bubble gum.
guess wad. he doesn't noe how to blow a gum!
so tis is him trying to blow the gum.

din do much at the chalet lar.
cuz i reach late mah.
we player soccer lors.
lols... yeah den went home at 8 plus.
reach home tt time 9 ler.
but so tired leh...

tuesday
haha went to marilyn's house.
cuz mummy wanna play mahjong mah...
den just play thr lor.
let's take a look at jaslyn's happie face when she's setting up
game of life.

hwee2: yeah tingys nv change. but the way we treat each other has changed for the betta.

ling: haha... nvm lars. i lazy to resize oso.

fangqi: hahas no problem. i still wanna get another lollipop for you. give u next time my dear!

sinmun: now look who's the lazy one here! lols...

2005-12-04T11:47:00.000+08:00

din noe tt we will end up in tis way.
well... not much changes anw,
we're still close.
<3>friday

went for co prac in the morn.
ppl keep sms-ing and calling me while havin combine.
but managed to play while phone is tickling me.
lols

after tt.
meet yonghwee
went to watch exorcism of emily rose.
yonghwee is so timid lar! lolsss
we went swensens after tt!
had topless 5. and yonghwee found sth unchewable in the mocha flavour
icecream.
and the manager changed the entire topless5 for us. lols

after tt, we went to the library and chat all the way till 6+

saturday

went to bai bai ah ma at the temple ytd.
some chanting session.
jaslyn is sooo cute!!!
after tt went shopping with my parents at bugis.
im gonna get mickey shirt!!!
rraawwrrrssssss

sunday

hmms... just help mummy with the bbq stuffs earlier.
going for family bbq ltr...
not reallie looking forward to it.

ling: hahas change cuz... listen to tt song until sian liao?

mew: got! i tried to organise some sentosa events last time. den in the end become towning? rmb? lols

hweehwee: yeah. new updates for u now. lols like ur faces??

2005-11-30T20:47:00.000+08:00

hehs.
just discovered that i can even feed my pet pet...
can even spray water on it too....
wahaha
so cute leh!

ohh and... went swimming with dear dear!!
woohooo...
not as fun as last week.
but still fun!

we went to eat fried hokkien mee AGAIN.

haha
let me tell u sth very funny...
we were at jp's duno wad shop.
but last time is called erm...
eh cant rmb. but is the shop beside the M1 shop lars...

i stuffed a ring into his ring finger?!?!
hahas den guess wad!
the ring cant come out.
omg.
we used all our might to get the ring out lors
im alr prepared to pay $2.90 for the ring liaos...

den.............
the ring came out of his hand.
lols!
i cant stop laughing. haha
even when im blogging, im laughing...
i tot the ring was cute u noe... lols

tis is wad happened to his finger after the torment.

hahahahahahaha

2005-11-30T11:58:00.000+08:00

hees
adopted the pig pig and....
named it hweehwee!
so cute right.
i tink it's so alike to ang yong hwee lors...

hmms gonna meet hwee hwee in like an hour's time?
wahaha
his training gonna end soon too.........
hope his knee is okay.
=)

oh and my blog is taking such a long time to publish nowadays...
maybe too many tingys alr.
lols........
but i love everytingy in my blog.
cant bear to delete anytingy....................

and how come nowadays i cant change the time i wrote tis blog huh???
tink my com got prob.
lolsssss

tt day yonghwee saw two flies make love.

now... look at his excited face when he saw tt...

hahaha

2005-11-29T11:00:00.000+08:00

okies time to update on wad i did for the past two days.

sunday

went to town with jie jie, aiden and yonghwee...
hmms rather fun.
bought a black top.
yeah enjoyed myself tt day.

monday

actually wanted to go swimming
but je wash pool.
after tt went to westmall
to meet marilyn, jaslyn and kenneth for sakae sushi.
lols...
after tt we went to the arcade.

today is marilyn's birthday!!
happie birthday gal~!

2005-11-27T09:58:00.000+08:00

i logged on to yh's acct and talk to her.
i noe yh's gonna kill me for tis.
yups.
but i feel rather happie.
glad tt she's no long angry with me.

feel tt im on cloud nine...
=)

2005-11-27T09:27:00.000+08:00

hais.
there's so much i wan to say.
but i just dun know whr to start.

sometimes i wonder whether are we reallie meant to be together.
are we happy together?
....................................................

2005-11-26T11:53:00.000+08:00

hahaha
went to meet dearie in the morning.
to decorate our mini diaries... wahaha

so nice right!
i noe. wahahaha
but haben complete yet u noe.
cuz haben wrap with plastic yet.

after tt,
went swimming with fangqi.
so fun wor...
heee.... so long nv see her.
miss her sooo much!

hahas after swimming we went kfc lors...
yum yum...

2005-11-25T14:46:00.000+08:00

went swimming with my dear today!
happie happie!!

heeee
he keep pushing me into the water.
den i drank lotsa water lors...
so bad de..............

after tt!
we went to eat fried hokkien mee!
nice nice...
tell all of u.
the fried hokkien mee at je hawker centre damn nice.
yum yum

wahaha... he say must be passionate when drinking grass jelly.
den tis kinda expression lorrr...

den we went jp kopitiam eat fishball noodles!
omg eat until darn full lar...

the fishballs very big right!
i ate FIVE ok???

hee den dear gotta go off for training ler...
sad =P
wahaha i enjoyed myself today.
muacks.

2005-11-25T03:12:00.000+08:00

hee huiling!!!
if u got read...
u jealous not?!?!

btw i oso not bery sure whether ure in singapore now.
lolssss...
or ure in hong kong....................
but u just msged me tis morning!

heh. gonna meet dearie ltr..........
he say if i late for one min den one bite...........
grizzly bear bites!!!

obs coming.
omg
omg
omg
heh..................................

2005-11-24T15:10:00.000+08:00

omg
omg
omg
omg
omg

i so feel like eating fishball noodles now!!!!
yumilicious.....................................
*drools*

2005-11-24T02:15:00.000+08:00

lols...
i dun talk to edric.
we can always find kian hui for explanation.
and i dun harm ppl's relationships.
i may seem like im denying.
well maybe!
wahaha
im washing my hands off everytingy.
i dun wanna get involved once again.
hope she stops pulling me into the ring.
and we're QUITS.
look. i may have wronged u.
cuz i heard different versions of the story.
gossipers' fault.
but just one piece of advice to u.
if u wanna continue to shut urself from yp's explanations,
ure gonna lose a fren. simple as tt.
u may tink it's none of my business.
ok. i'll shut my mouth from now onwards.
YOU and yp's relationship doesnt concern me.
wad i told YOU is reallie wad kianhui said.
i dun mind finding him to verify.
wahaha

2005-11-23T03:40:00.000+08:00

lolsss
yonghwee just told me a veri personal secret.
about him one lors...

but canot tell all of u!
so funny...
hohoho
went out with him ytd...
as usual.. he bullied me again...

caught just like heaven.
nice!
<33

2005-11-21T11:30:00.000+08:00

i heard sth veri ridiculous abt me.
it's being spread by a gal. my enemy.
lolsss...
guess wad she said??

she say...
i ask some gang to beat up her current classmate last time.
bloody hell!
so funny.
lolsss...

she ought to tink.
i duno any gang members.
and i aint that cruel.
hahahahahahahahahaha

oh man... im being accused!
*gasp*
save me someone!!!
lolsss no offence ppl.
just writing down my thoughts.
=)

but i must say.
im not as timid as i used to be previously alr.
so if anyone tries to bully me.
im gonna bounce back.
im not gonna keep mum abt it anymore.
rrawwwrrsss
oh btw. din noe that if ur fren eats lollipops,
means u cant eat it.
lame shit. lols childish aint it?
everyone oso copycat~~~~~
dun like wad i say den scold me lor. =P

2005-11-21T08:50:00.000+08:00

veri long ago... cant rmb when...
he did tis using my hp. lols

last week, after his work.
he came to meet me in his working attire.
lolsss sentosa uniform so ugly...

he duwan let me take his photo..

den he say take photo but no face...

ok den the following pics. only i have ok!
the other choir peeps all dun hab. lolsss...

i've got a comment for tis. lols
cuimin purposely move behind so tt her head will seem smaller den weijie's one.
but weijie alr got small head.
so u can imagine how further away she moved.

okies... now during the chalet...
PJ173...

mr ang hwee hwee...

his creation...

hahas all pics! byebye!
oh and the pics look abit ugly.
cuz i resized. and lazy to resize properly... lolsss

2005-11-20T13:43:00.000+08:00

hah! just when i tot we were getting closer... u send the wrong sms to me AGAIN.

eh peixuan.. haha how's life these days? jz came back from chalet ytd hmm.. sorry tad dat nust be abrupt cuz my gf with me ma. hha wad ya doing now ah

bloody hell... let me tell u wad happened tt day alright.
on the first day of chalet ok! my birthday...
peixuan sms him asking him whether he's convenient to sms.
he didnt reply immediately.
i didnt press him for an explanation.
i tot they were frenz. so why not. it's ok for dem to sms right?
after which.
he asked me to reply. no, im with my frenz now.

RIGHT. NOW EVERYTINGY SEEMS TO BE MY FAULT.
SEEMS LIKE IM THE PETTY ONE NOW HUH.
FUCK

and you...
u tried to tell him i didnt like u the other time.
well. let me tell u the truth.
i reallie dun like you cuz u cant seem to stop pestering him.
why of all ppl u have to keep sms-ing him?

and mr ang yong hwee...
u flared up when i asked u whether we could go look for yiheng for awhile.
cuz he was at east coast too.
GREAT! u chided me.

2005-11-20T09:29:00.000+08:00

hahas just added some tickers to tis bloggie...
hmms... so nice... lolsss

woke up early to make sushi lors...
hahas my darn sis says that the sushi tastes wierd...
pull off all her hair den she noe... hur hur...
dun believe can go read her blog!
rrawwrrsss

and! mr ang hwee hwee!
*glares at him*
u noe wad he said...
he say my sushi is sucky sushi instead of sakae sushi!
sobs...
he say it's just a joke. ok lar. forgive u.
let u eat all the sushi on mon.
but tt is if ure not working... =(

the nicest person on earth is mummy alr lor!
she say my sushi not bad.
hur... at least got some conscience...
hee.......

yeah... we've been together got 104 days alr!
let's see how much we have changed alright??

initially.....

after that.......

and then...

ok looks abit wierd cuz i resized it...

well... the most recent ones still in my hp lars... hee maybe ltr den post!
but i must declare that...
I HAVE A MAJOR CRUSH ON MR ANG HWEE HWEE!!!!!

2005-11-19T14:42:00.000+08:00

oh wells... overslept tis morning...
was supposed to go for co...
but lucky me... when i was at the lift,
shuk leng sms me and tell me that co was cancelled.
cuz they were chased away...

so i went home lorr...
den guess wad...

me: mummy co cancelled cuz they were chased away. tink cuz of a-levels...
mummy: ur sch whr got A-levels?
me: what? whr got dun have?
mummy: *after tinkin for awhile* oh yah hor... i tot ure in innova...
-_-

innova is history alr!
so long ago alr...

okies... chalet was ok...
enjoyed the sushi making session the most... hahas...
darrell! me and christina's one nicer den urs okies!
oh... still wanna thank those who rmbed again...
*muAckksss*

and one more tingy...
i wanna thank dear for baking cheese cake for me...
it was marvellous. thanks alot!
muacks!

2005-11-16T03:57:00.000+08:00

will be off for 05S26 chalet!
be back on thur~

2005-11-15T16:07:00.000+08:00

thanx to everyone who remembers tis day. =)
im finally 17.......................................

2005-11-12T12:24:00.000+08:00

okies pw has officially came to an end...
booooooo~~~
even though didnt enjoy it at the beginning,
but just when we all got used to it, it's done alr.
hur!

hee had a great time with my dear today!
hmm hope he doesn't tire out.
yups. so poor tingy tml go training alr still must go work.
jiay0u ks. *muacks*

hmm he caused me to slip and fall off the chair today!
rrawwwrrrssss!!!
im gonna rmb tis incident.
hope tis incident haunts him forever!
wahahahahaha

2005-11-11T13:14:00.000+08:00

hmms i tink i did okay for my op.
alright. pw is gonna come to an end.
i <3 PJ173

aiyoooo... still got tonnes of holiday homework undone...
save me!!!!!!

oh went over to hongseng's house to practise for our OP
also to film his lucky.
my goodness... tt hongseng use his dog to scare me until i cry.
arghhsss... but i must say that lucky is very cute lars. haha

haha tink i oso no mood to do I&R
nvm lar... anyhow do!

2005-11-07T14:20:00.000+08:00

yay! tue will be our 3rd month together! hee...
hmm though there have been ups and downs, i noe we cherish each other! hees
hees went out with hweehwee today!
though we were tired, but i tried not to flare up today.
yups... after chatting with him, i love him much much much more! *weets*

hmms... actually wanted to do pw now...
but the com in the room is nth but an empty shell... haish...
dun even have microsoft words and powerpoint.
so cant prepare my speech now.
no choice lar. gotta prepare tml morning lors. since the meeting is at 2pm!
hees

aiyoooo... op on the tenth! my goodness...
im so not prepared...
and wad abt my i&r???
no news of it yet.
i tink loke ought to increase his work efficiency...

oh yeahh... huiling's birthday today!
happie birthday gurl!!!
miss ya loadies too~ hee

2005-11-06T05:58:00.000+08:00

my goodness.... life is soooo boring... lolsss. everyone has been talking abt outings outings and more outings... but why all the outing canot be organised successfully one??? great. still hafta wait got hweehwee to be free so tt he can go out with me. but cuz he's working mah... i can understand...

seems like everyday oso hafta do pw... arghhs... when is tis gonna be done? and tt keefe loke haben even return me my I&R first draft. deadline tt day hand in wad shit! you and ur "dun-work-during-holidays" theory. im pissed.

eee... wanted to clear up my room one leh... but suddenly feel so lazy... dun feel like clearing up anymore... RROOAARRR

tml is huiling's birthday oh!! i hope i can stay up tonight so tt i can wish her happie birthday. hee tis yr must make up to her cuz last yr i forgot abt it leh! but cant blame mah... tt time we havin o-levels. hees...

oh and regarding the blog tingy... haish... ok i understand tt it's all the past. i've decided not to blame you anymore. seems like we always quarrel huh... at least twice a week. but i hope you understand why i was so upset ytd.

2005-11-04T11:37:00.000+08:00

lolss hmm went over to christina's house just now to film her dog using our pet food dispenser. oh my goodness... almost scared the hell outta me... the smaller dog, shaggy, is sooo scary... even though it's small, still scary... =s

hmm the bigger dog, sky, oso veri scary ehh... cuz it's like soo big. lols.. aiya... anyway, i just have a phobia for dogs... dun ask me why. hahas but can sense that shaggy oso dun like me lars. maybe shaggy noes tt im afraid of him tt's why he dun like me... hees...

hmm today's yonghwee's first day of work... hope everything goes well for him! *muacks*

2005-11-03T14:25:00.000+08:00

okies time to get serious after posting those pics of yonghwee. hahas

hmm tink i shouldnt waste anymore time yeah. cuz didnt do well for promos. managed to scrape thru only. maybe i should reallie learn to make full use of the time to study. jiay0u oh!! and for those goin for re-exam, dun give up!

hmm i've decided to jian fei! lols. all cuz of darrell lars. hur hur... he commented tt i look plump while we were viewing thru op video clips. hahas even though i noe he was just jk, I STILL TOOK IT TO HEART OKIES! hees. so, i've decided to go jogging every single morning at 630am so tt no one can recognise me. WAHAHAHA

hmm sad sad. cuz the next meeting with yonghwee probably will be tis coming fri? or sun. hmm or maybe mon. aiyooooo if is mon den like alot of days canot see him lehh... lolssss....

2005-11-03T13:27:00.000+08:00

hees new blogskin!

nice right?? i noe it's nice. hahaha

hees i noe yonghwee is gonna kill me for putting tis here. hur hur.

okok now put ur handsome pic okies.

oh no... tis one canot oso. hees one last one!

finally one tt looks presentable. lols!

hope he doesnt kill me for tis.

2005-10-31T05:42:00.000+08:00

chinese chinese!! tml is chinese ao exam!! my goodness... *panics*
i have only started studying today. oh man...

2005-10-30T08:02:00.000+08:00

haish. so wad if i managed to pass my promos? the class is not gonna stay. even mr chan doesn't wanna help us. so wad if the class culture isn't gd?? you dun understand us.

i even got tis feeling tt u've even started to look down on us since march. reason cuz u're from RJC and we're from PJC huh... :(

ytd was a sad sad day. mr kwek is leaving our sch. and den mr chan is telling us that our class culture is not gd and our class should be disbanded. crap. and den i threw away all of the movie tickets.

mr kwek leaving means we're going to lose a caring principal. i can say that he's the most caring principal that i have ever seen. our class disbanding means im goin to lose all the motivation for me to go to sch. the reason y i started to like PJC was cuz of my class okies. i mean tis is the first time i felt so attached to the class. but why our class?? seriously i would rather go to a poly.

im sorry but i was angry that u misplaced those tickets. i dun see why u can keep those photos nicely in plastic bags but not those movie tickets. cuz in my opinion, you will only treasure tingys which are dear to you. tt's y i kept each and every ticket. but wad you told me reallie blew me off.

"i tink movie tickets no nid to keep one lor. i got you inside my mind can alr."

you will onli learn how to treasure tis relationship when you learn how to treasure the memories. and you actually found it absurd that i was angry cuz of those bloody tickets.

Sometimes tingys can be repaired but even then thwy will never really be whole or perfect again.

so i threw the movie tickets into the rubbish bin right infront of ur face. no point tellin me that u'll start collecting dem from now on cuz seriously it doesn't help the changed feeling that i have toward tis relationship. though i still love you.

but... now i feel like goin back thr to pick up those movie tickets from the rubbish bin. but guess it's too late alr...

2005-10-25T07:08:00.000+08:00

okies got back all our results today. im am goin to be promoted!!
the most unexpected tingys happens. just when i tot i was going to get F for physics, i managed to pass. well... lucky me.

but it hurts to noe that some of our classmates wont get promoted. haisss... when cant they even have a chance to take the re-exam??? but nvm alright. you'll must rmb wad ms xiao said. doesnt matter how long youu take to complete the journey. cuz by the end of it youu will get a nicer cert. jiay0u!

went to causeway pt AGAIN. tot it will be a wonderful date. however, im not surprised to say that you always let me down. time and again. you always try to make up for all of it by saying sorry. let me tell you it's no use. why dont u tink before blurting out all tt crap?

you act as if ure one dumbass without a brain. but the truth is, you have a brain! and you are smart. i duno wad to say abt you.

2005-10-24T12:03:00.000+08:00

hmms had a wonderful day with hwee hwee today. hehs.
hmms... we went to town!

it's a miracle that he wasnt late today. lols... i was still telling the others that i dun hafta reach on time cuz yonghwee is sure to be late. oops =x

well... we went to causeway point to look for peixuan. i tot i will be angry. well. but i wasnt. had a little mood swing after that though. but definitely not cuz of peixuan.

saw that bracelet. but didnt buy. sobs...

2005-10-19T11:33:00.000+08:00

i love yonghwee!!
i love the gummy bears that yonghwee bought!
i love my pw group!
*muAcks*

2005-10-17T10:25:00.000+08:00

sometimes when tingys go wrong, i tend to blame the people ard me. why didnt i ask myself why did tingys go wrong?
take for example promos. now im worrying abt maths and phy. alright. i blame chemistry for taking up so much of my time. i blame my phy teacher for being so lousy. that i lost interest in phy and din have enuff time for maths. great. how bad can tis get.
i should be the one at fault.
sometimes we often complain that a leopard can nv change it's spots. and then we say a person will nv change. BUT how can we compare an animal with a human being?
but we must rmb. in order for someone to change, we must give that someone a chance. if we dun give that someone any chance at all, change wad shit! nobody is totally kind. each and everyone of us must have done sth bad before. so, nobody has any right to judge anybody.

well im not saying all tis based on real life experience. im sayin all tis cuz of wad darrell told me. just some piece of advice for darrell lars.

2005-10-17T03:25:00.000+08:00

haish... pw is killing me. though din help much. but the stress is still thr. am afraid tt i cant help much. afraid tt i'll pull the whole group down.

problems still exist b/w mr loke and us. sometimes i just dun understand why all tis problems exists. we've resorted to our last solution. shall not say it out here.

sometimes i feel tt happiness is always short-lived. we always quarrel and den apologise. tis goes on and on. when will it all stop? when will all the quarrellings end? maybe the problem lies with me huh. maybe im just too petty.

okies. C-cup club members listen up!! impt announcement. okies. yonghwee provided tis information. hmm to check which cup u belong to.

step 1:

first, measure the circumference of the part below ur breast in inches. then add 5 inches to it.

step2:

measure the fullest part of ur breast in inches again.

final step:

take the bigger figure and minus off the smaller figure.

okies. so if the ans is 0, ure AA cup. 1, and ure A cup. and tis goes on and on. must thank yonghwee okies!

2005-10-09T09:32:00.000+08:00

okies tis post is specially for him.

hmms... im terribly sorry for wad has happened ytd. hmm but guess tis incident made me realise that we're true to each other right. and that we're both willing to compromise and accommodate. im so glad that everytingy is fine now.

thanx for ur cranes alright. oh and the breakfast too. din expect you to come and look for me today. was kinda touched when i read ur letter. hope u'll keep the promise u made alright? hmms... kinda sorry that i pangseh-ed you ytd eh... promise that i wont do it anymore okies...

2005-10-07T11:22:00.000+08:00

hmms exams over. stress level was 150% ytd. lols... today, hmms 15% i guess. cuz duno wad kinda results i would get.
hmms wanted to blog abt the doctor who helped us do the OBS check-up. but kinda lazy. maybe those who wanna know abt it can visit Jane and Christina's bloggie...

wad the hell. go and dream of her as much as u wan ok. i dun give a damn. cant blame me for being angry. cuz tis is wad we call a tit for a tat. u were the one who started the i-cant-talk-to-guys tingy. dun blame me for doing tis to u now. are u trying to convey the message tt wadeva u do is correct but wadeva i do is wrong??? wadeva okies. cuz i reallie dun give damn abt wad u say. who noes whether wad u're saying is the truth or not. im too tired to bother abt wad's happening. and i wanna do more constructive stuffs.

2005-09-18T14:55:00.000+08:00

hahas alright i shall blog since my honey, Christina, wants me to blog about our C-Cup club tingy... lols...

ok tis club is for ppl who wants to do some self-deceiving. hmms... cuz all three members of the club, who is me, christina and i-lin, are far from c cup. lols!

oh and Lai Qiu insists on being the president of the club lars! hur hur too bad... i managed to beat him in the election. lols! 2:0 oh!

hahas getting lame... tt's all bah!

2005-09-15T08:36:00.000+08:00

hmms new blogskin. but cant see the photos. ohwells im too lazy to do editing for the photos, so shall just leave it as it is.
hmms pw is making me so tensed up... ok at least i managed to get my EoM done, but thr's still some discrepancies b/w that teacher and our group? maybe just some minor misunderstands which all of us are just simply too tired to work it out.
hmm gotta go to that aged home at bukit batok tis fri to perform, and i missed orchestra practice today. lols we're gonna get cip hours for that. reallie glad to hear that cuz my cip hours is like ZERO!
hmms kinda tired tis few days cuz it's like everyone's studying hard for promos including me. ok for my case, im not reallie working veri hard. but i try to do something each day i get home. but my progress is reallie slow.
well i guess the class was rather demoralised today cuz mr chan told us that our class performed the worst for chemistry for the whole level with onli like 30 odd percent of passes. well. tis is rather worrying cuz recently i've heard quite alot of ppl telling me that not everyone in our class will get promoted. cuz our class might be disbanded if thr isn't enough people being promoted.

2005-09-05T13:50:00.000+08:00

oh my 32th post. lols

hmms cip ytd was great.. i realise how fortunate all of us reallie are... i just miss Jasmine so much... she's so cheerful and so chirpy.

hmms but ytd was not tt great afterall... he wasn't reallie veri happie with me cuz i was late. well my fault.. my indesicivemess, my fault again.

kinda tired of having to tolerate with this and that.. i mean i have my own pride too...

hmms but all over. shall look ahead.

oh man chinese mock exam on tue... ahh

oh btw kenbangan is such an ulu place lars... din manage to find a McDonald there... but the buidings there are nice lars... hahas

2005-08-29T14:40:00.000+08:00

ahhh have been feeling so stressed up lately... cuz promos is liek 30 more days away and i haven't started on any revision yet...

everyone else is already mugging... i can sense it although dey appear carefree... teachers and seniors have been emphasising on the fact that we cannot get retained... but at the same time, dey say that getting retained isn't such a bad tingy afterall....

arghhs.... can feel that everybody's trying hard to strive for their goals already, leaving me behind... i gotta work hard... cuz i dun wanna get retained...

have been imagining myself getting retained lately... ahh canot accept the fact... if i reallie get retained, i tink i will just break down... ohwells... already discussed with huiling and weijie.. lols

that if i reallie cant get promoted, im gonna go for nyp nursing course. hees

2005-08-14T15:28:00.000+08:00

im gonna be a meanie from now on.

TO THAT PARTICULAR GUY.

stop badmouthing u dumb ass.

when youu badmouth abt ppl, first reflect upon urself.. not that ppl like u too

"bitch" is the word to describe youu for ur gossipy nature.

but nvm. cuz one must learn to forgive and forget.

so im gonna forget abt everytingy

2005-08-13T13:18:00.000+08:00

things haven't been going well... i screwed up chemistry test... i canot imagine how mr chan is gonna look at me with that disappointing look when i get back my chem test paper...
but serves me right... i didn't study for it... and my chem suck
have been busy with sth else lately... and now tt "tingy" is not going well too... im reallie afraid to noe wad will happen.
i cant believe wad actually happened during gp lesson... andre seemed shocked though... haish
so many bad news... and only one piece of considerably gd news...
i pass my gp essay.. which is supposedly our assignment to be done at home. got 25/50.

2005-07-30T14:31:00.000+08:00

why do i find the night studying programme such a chore rather than a way to help me study? why am i so lazy lately?
i haven't been doin tutorials and assignments.. i completely screwed up my math test today... my own fault.. cuz i chose to study at the last min...
hmms.. today, co was ok.. lols... managed to find lotsa chance to slack.. hmms like for example, go photocopy the scores, goin to the toilet and lots more lars.. hahas...
haish... homeworks should be demolished... mayb pjc can create somesort of online homeworks... den u can do ur homeworks online.. lols.. guess i'd be more enthusiatic in completing my homeworks in tis way...
life is so up lately... it's the same old routine everyday... end sch at practically 5 everyday.. or even later.. by the time im home, the only tingy i wish to do is to sleep... arghhz... how bad can life get?

2005-07-29T10:57:00.000+08:00

oh wells no more soft ball.. no more stealing of bases...

next week's pe is hocky for all of us.. lols

well.. gotta run! maths test tml :((

2005-07-09T04:40:00.000+08:00

well.. have been a long time since i last updated.. lols... changed my blogskin again.. cool right! hahas

well... got back most of my test results already lars... onli managed to pass maths.. got 17/40 for phy, 21/50 for gp essay, 18/50 for compre and 20/30 for maths... aiyoooo... how to clear promos in tis way? alright wadeva...

anyways.. ytd was fun.. lols.. we had a youth day concert, organised by the teachers! woohoo... it was great... all of us were laughing.. lols.. yeahh i hav to agree tt pj is fun!

yeahh and ytd's co was.. ermm.. scary.. the instructor (the kinder one) asked us to go for the joint practise.. which means playin with all the other instruments! and we jus got the score for like less den an hour.. and it's in F chord.. we had to relearn everytingy.. so me and weiling were so lost... most of the time we jus looked at the score or the instructor and jus laugh our way thru, while waiting for him to come save us.. lols...

yeahh.. not to mention tt i ponned so many co practices.. i was so pissed off with the other instructor lars.. although xueling they all told me tt he can conduct co practice betta.. u noe.. i haven't been goin for co practices.. it's natural for me to play badly right! he should just stop tellin me tt i play reallie badly.. i can play alright! jus tt i cant move my fingers fast enuff... im a right hander! my left hand will not be as agile as my right hand alright...

alright.. should stop my whining already..

2005-07-04T02:35:00.000+08:00

hmms ytd the choir camp was kinda boringg.. ytd i was so freaked out lars...

me, huiling and sin mun were sitting on the benches and suddenly eleen jus collasped.. hmms she got hyperventilation lars... all of the campers cried.. hmms i hope she's alright already...

yeah after the camp we went to KFC with those sec 4s lars.. den dennis and weijie cant stop tellin us ghost stories...

ok i was freaked out once again.. until the extent tt i dun dare to go home myself... cuz it's rather late already... heex... dragged weijie to accompany me home.. woohoo!

u may say im timid, im useless, over exaggerating.. BUT im a gal.. lols... anyways lynette was scared too.. dennis, being a gentleman, walked her home.. lols... cuimin's the bravest of all! cheerios!

2005-07-02T14:30:00.000+08:00

hahas hav been rather lazy to blog recently... mayb it's cuz i've been busy with all the tests and everytingy... had a bbq last sat lars.. will update on all the pics when i hav the mood to, some time ltr.. hahas...

all the tests... onli one word to describe... and tt is horrendous... im gonna fail gp for sure.. chem and phy as well.. hahas i tink im onli confident of passing my maths lars.. oh ya.. and chi compo... sickening lars.. hav nv felt so depressed abt tests in my life b4.. and it's the first time im gonna fail so badly... sobs....

let's talk abt today... i was late for sch lars.. first offence... the "gate lady" just asked me to try to be punctual for sch, b4 it becomes a habit.. well... i din noe i will be late anyway... hahas... basically i've been running to sch for the past 4 days lars... ehh... quite scary to c so many ppl wearing black and white, running for the gate.. lols... but i will get used to it...

ponned orchestra again lars... hahas... feel so guilty lars... xueling is my fren and she's the pres of the orchestra... and im not treating it seriously... oh wells... i hav my own reasons too...

hafta meet choir peeps at jss.. so i needa rush off... yeap yeap.. today was fun... have been such a long time since i last met dem lars... hahas...

AND! dey bluffed me tt guojin is married already.. and tt he already has two kids... and den... stupid me jus simplyy believed dem lars.. actually i was rather doubtful lars.. but i still called guojin and asked... lols... sin mun doesn't noe the truth yet... *ssshhh* dun tell her okies!

2005-06-25T04:11:00.000+08:00

oh my oh my.. i just cant seem to make myself do some work... i have onli today and tml left until the start of the new term... and i still hav tons of work undone! can someone save me?!?! im still left with the maths june holidays revision work, chinese and physics tutorial on non-viscous fluids... oh.. im so dead...
i can forsee that im gonna stay up on sunday night just to finish up all those work...
im gonna start goin all my work tonight.. but first, im gonna enjoy myself at the bbq first.. hahas.. im not gonna come online tonight... if anyone sees me online tonight, scold me pls... scream at me to go do my work jus like wad my mom does.. i'll be thankful to youu...
yeaps.. talked to yiting on thur night... found out lotsa tingys which i dun noe lars... anyways was kinda disappointed in him... i particularly tink that wad yiting said was true lars...
he dun deserve ur love.. u gotta move on...
yeaps... tt's all lars...

2005-06-24T06:15:00.000+08:00

hmms.. kinda bored of stayin at home or goin shopping already... and then every night tryin to finish at least one homework while sittin infront of the tv... tt's jus me.. i've always studied in tis way... tt was oso how i studied during o levels.. hahas.. mayb tt's the reason y i din do so well... sheesh...

i cant wait for sch to start.. and den i'll lead a busy lifestyle again.. but i dread havin loads of tests... but i love being busy... hahas... i tink im mad...

another family bbq tis coming sat... kinda lookin forward to it... cuz i'll be able to see my cousin's baby daughter... hahas in other words, my niece! hmms... i wouldn't wan her to call me her auntie in the future.. hahas.. jus "jie jie" will do!

oh yeah.. duno whether tis is gd news or bad news... we're gonna change our gp teacher... when when ms lee broke the news to us, the class went like.. "huh....." in a disappointed tone... but i was wondering.. din dey complain tt ms lee was a lousy teacher? i tot dey were quite unhappy with the way ms lee teached? hahas.. so i jus told fangqi.. gd wad... change teacher gd mah!

hahas.. i guess the reason y she gave our class up is cuz she knew sth was goin on behind her back... cuz she said she felt uncomfortable when the class kept giggling while she was teaching... hahas.. shall end off here lars!

2005-06-21T13:26:00.000+08:00

hahas changed my blogskin again... cuz i dun reallie like the previous one.. even though it was abt energy... but all the pix are old... real long ago... i wanted one which looked more classy...

i can predict that i'll be realli busy with sch work tis week... havin to go to sch in the middle of the day is tiring... cuz by then u'd have already got the feeling of slacking at home instead of goin out into the sun which is scorching hot... hahas... but still.. hav to go to sch for tml and wed.. haish... *shivers* to tink tt i still hav tons of work undone..

yeaps.. shall end off.. short entry..

2005-06-13T14:59:00.000+08:00

hmms... i dun have the mood for serious talks today... neither do i hav the mood to chat with ppl thru msn... yeah... tis time round i noe wad's wrong with me... i jus needa pour out all my sorrows...

will be goin to woodlands library tml... to study...

im veri pissed off by tis doggie softtoy of my sis... the sight of it irks me... i noe she's gonna kill me for sayin tis... so im jus gonna add on---> *i was jus jk* (if it pleases her)

im sick of tryin to please everyone, though not everyone... im sick of talkin today... though im talkative...

2005-06-12T12:36:00.000+08:00

im havin a mood swing... haish... i rarely hav tt... but i duno wad has got into me today... i reallie duno... cuz today was not too bad afterall...

went to town to huiling and weijie... huiling was supposed to shop for shoes lars... but in the end she din... cuz she felt veri tired... hmms... wanted to go heeren... but huiling was lazy to walk over.. nvm! shall go thr another day.. hahas...

today was more like a "walking" session den a "shopping" session... din stay long at orchard lars... after tt we went back to jp... jp felt more homely i guess... hahas... went to look for the batman balloon... duno wad is tt called lars... huiling and weijie din wan to go into toys'r'us with me... hmphx! cuz dey're scared tt i might carry tt huge balloon out... but too bad.. dey dun sell it thr... was intending to get it... but so far i onli noe taka has it... HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO CARRY IT HOME?!?! SO MALU LARS...

after tt met up with guojin and cuimin... hahas... cuimin is so cute lars... she's still the same old her... guojin has got sore eyes... hope it recoveres quickly lars... cuz it's quite scary to c ppl's eyes when dey're red...

haven't been studyin since the start of holiday... except when i go to sch for tutorials... and oso pia-ing tutorials the day b4... i feel so guilty... im supposed to mug lars... thr will be tests everyday for the week after the holidays... but i simplyy dun hav the mood to study... i duno wad has got into me...

i dun feel secure writing down all my thoughts and everytingy... now i doubt the usefulness of online diaries... haish...

2005-06-10T15:00:00.000+08:00

yippies.. weilong found his wallet... with his ic and bus pass intact... muahaha.. and he's gonna keep to his promise... he's gonna treat me to a meal!! yeah! kudos to weilong~~!

2005-06-10T07:06:00.000+08:00

ahh.. i pang seh-ed 05s26 today... din go for the sentosa outing... exceptionally sorry to andre, who made the effort to wake me up... but im just simplyy too lazy... muahaha...

2005-06-09T13:08:00.000+08:00

had a nightmare last night... *shivers*
shall not elaborate on it..

2005-06-07T11:10:00.000+08:00

haha went to sch on fri... had chemistry tutorial from 830 to 1200... was so tiring lorx... it was tough when i haven't done moi tutorials and i hab to refer to the notes time and again to keep up with the lesson... *phew* luckily mr chan say he'll let us go earlier and continue again... heex... went off to jp to meet clive after tt... bought a new teva slippers... yippies...

rushed home after tt... bathed and packed moi stuffs... after tt rushed off to meet fangqi to go jane's house... wahaha im so proud of myself.. i actually remembered how to go to jane's house ehh... heex... the bbq was fun...

it's reallie the 21st century lorx... me, jane, jelaine and fangqi had to barbecue for the others to eat lorx... while the guys are happily playin... hmphx! nvm.. heex. after tt we get to rest... and andre actually served food to our table... haha he says tt is to reward us for working so hard.. hee... after tt i was hanging ard with christina and some others... christina was tryin to push weisheng into the pool lorx... haha and u noe wad! both of dem fell into the pool... wahaha... but it was soon my turn lorx... i was sitting on the chair and christina came pulling me, tryin to push me into the pool... i clinged onto the chair lorx... thinkin tt in tis way, she's wont be able to push me into the pool... BUT! all thanx to darrell! arghhzz.. he carried my legs, and together with christina, dey threw me into the pool! sobx... so poor tingy right...

hmm... i stayed over at jane's house tt night... haha only reach home at 1pm the next day... yeap... i slacked at home on sat... did nth... wahaha...

went to bugis with mom, sis and her bf ytd... hmm... shopping spree~

wahaha was suppose to attend the moles concept and stochiometry tutorial today... haha but couldn't wake up.. =x haha but went to sch at 130 to attend alkanes, alkenes tutorial... whoaa.. the tutorial was so long lorx... from 130 to 500.... i was like dreaming... arghhz....

hmm... will be goin for sentosa outing tis thur... with 05s26... heex...

2005-06-03T07:30:00.000+08:00

i wanna blog... cuz im afraid memories might juz slip out of moi hands.. hee...

i pon-ed maths lect on tue... reason cuz i was too lazy to wake up.. heeh... yeah... went to meet weijie after tt... somehow i feel tt he's takin revenge... i waited for him for like half an hour... arghhz... nvm... shall forgive him since it's the first time he's late... was supposed to fix moi zen micro... but... i dun noe wad happened... the moment weijie's hand touches the zen, the player doesn't hang anymore.... argghhz... waste moi time! but nvm... went towning with weijie after tt... heex... shopped too much.. got blister... got myself a crumpler bagg too... yippies! yeah.. went home after tt... and tt weijie dun wanna take the train! he say waste money... den force me take 174 with him... take until i headache... the journey was sooo long lorx...

hmm.. wed... went to sch for chem lect on arenes... was late for the lect larr... cuz it was raining... and guess wad! moi mom gave me a spoilt umbrella... so... i cant use it... had to call jane... and she told me the counsellors are coming out with the umbrellas already... heex... the counsellors are such nice people... and i shared the umbrella with christina... who ltr met with a small tragedy.. haha

i was tellin her....

me: christina... dun walk on the drain... it's very slippery...

christina: (in a jk manner) hur~ i love to slip and fall lehh... muahaha

haha... and guess wad... jus as we were reaching the concourse, she stepped on the drain and slipped... luckily she grabbed hold of moi hand... and i pulled her back oso... she din fall... but almost fell.. her reebok bag landed on the floor... haha... and it happened infront of the councillor... jus as i was abt to close the umbrella... c la christina! duwan listen to me lorx... hmphx! oh yeah.. and guess wad... the security guard laughed at her... he's so mean larr... haha

sat beside christina during lect... and i invented a new theory... i said tt moi words are big... tt's y moi eyes are big... and cuz christina's words are small, her eyes are small... hee... and jelaine turned ard and looked at me, almost bursting out in laughter.. hee...

jelaine: no wonder i've got small eyes! look at moi words!! (point to her paper)

wahahahaha peeps... pls write bigger next time if youu wanna hab big eyes... heeh...

im goin to sch tml.. no ponning tml... cuz mr chan's holding the tutorial... haish... from 830 to 1245... tt's so long lorx... and i'll be meeting bo latt at 1pm at jp... needless to say, i'll be late... muahaha... i've got onli 15 mins to travel to jp lar! and i needa take a bus to cck and den take the train to jp... heex... but he says it's okie.... after meeting him den gotta go for bbq larx... at jane's house... ooh la la~ im lookin forward to it!

2005-05-31T14:31:00.000+08:00

ahh... actually i blogged the other day... ermm.. some time ago.. but forgot the date.. but i din noe wad happened to moi internet ehh... and the whole entry was GONE... sobx... so im gonna be a little bit smarter tis time round.. im gonna copy moi entry first den i'll publish moi post... heex...

ohh... a little bit of gd news.. heex... i passed moi chemistry and maths test!!! got 16.5/30 for chem and 25/30 for maths... heeh... even though tis may not be gd results, but i tink it's gd considering the fact that i failed both the first maths and chem test.... sad huh... but.... i failed moi gp essay... i got 20/50... 2.5 more marks to pass larr.... since the passing mark is 22.5... oh wells... tink im gonna take it easy cuz lotsa ppl failed the test...

hmm.... as usual, im gonna summarise wad i've done for the past few days... on sat, met up with weijie, huiling, cuimin, yunkay, alfred and alvin for dinner... actually it was supposed to be a dinner with onli me, weijie, huiling and cuimin.. but, since cuimin was with alvin before that, alvin tagged along.. and we called up yunkay at the last min, and she turned up with alfred... well it's always more fun with more ppl around.... ^-^

sunday... din go out cuz needa go for relative's house warming party... haha i wont say that the bbq was great... if it wasn't for jaslyn, i guess i would hav been reallie bored... but cuz of lil' jaslyn, haha the bbq was reallie great... we played catching and hide and seek... oh my... jaslyn can run reallie fast considering her little little body... haha... yeap.. me, marilyn, jaslyn, tingting, yongjie and uncle played together... i tink it's reallie fun... plz dun say tt im childish.. haha... but it did brought back some childhood memories for me~ heex

today... went to sch for maths make-up lect... apgp and summation of duno wad... i dun bother abt the name of the topic... sat thr for 3 hours and 15 mins.... my butt is like numb after tt... was still paying attention for the first 2 hours and 45 mins... cant stand the last half hour... moi mind is like drifting off and simplyy cant wait for the lect to end... haha... and thr's another make-up lect tml... on binomial... arghhz... another boring one... should hav gone poly instead...

hmm tink i shall stop here... getting long-winded... tt's all folks!

heex.. but shall end off with the pix i took with 05s26 on friday...

2005-05-23T10:30:00.000+08:00

hmm... went swimming with xinxian jus now.. heex... was supposed to meet her at 830 lahh... but due to moi laziness and moi cravings for more sleep.. heex.. i was late... met her onli at 9 lorx.. im so sorry xinxian.. heex.. >.<

din reallie swim much larr... but instead we chatted a lot.. haha i saw two guys larr.. dey're so scary lookin... dey look like professional killers lorr... c le hair oso stand.. haha cant blame me.. im so timid.. heex... oh yea... and dey swim damn fast.. haha

haha... sin mun jus told me tt the choir blogg is stagnant again.. haha i blogged the previous time lorx! tried to organise an outing.. but... haha guess it wont be a successful one... sobx sobx..

nth much happened today lahh... after swimming stayed at home to watch tv lorr... after tt i actually wanted to read newsweek one.. but.. after reading two pages i felt sooo sleepy... maybe is cuz i slept at 2+ last night lahh... soo... i decided to give up and enter moi dreamland instead.. hee... oh yea! den kelvin, moi cousin, woke me up larr... he opened the door, den closed it again... so lame right... dun noe why i wake up so easily today oso.. haha but who cares lahh... went back to slp again lorx... woke up at 5+... den started to stuff myself wif all the food i can find at home... muahaha...

guess i ate too much jus now... feel so full right now... hab no appetite anymore.. haha but who cares lahh... i'll jus continue to stuff myself with food.. heex... guess i reallie nid to study tonight... or else... muahaha... dun tink i'll be able to ace moi promos lorx... >.<

2005-05-21T15:56:00.000+08:00

poof.. im here again.. haha.. went back to jss to collect cert today.. heex.. bluffed weijie along.. saw lotsa ppl today... was rather happie lahh... laughed a lot today... felt reallie happie to be with moi secondary sch frenz... especially frenz whom i treasure a lot.. haha

yeah! and huiling started on the bimbotic tingy... she tinks tt im a bimbo! oh my... im not im not im not okiex! weijie elaborated a lot on it lahh... and he elaborated too much already... too much for me to absorb it in one day.. haha but nth bad abt wad he said lahh... jus made me feel tt im... ermm.. unapproachable...

oh yea.. he told me not to look at people jus by rolling moi eyes.. instead i should turn moi whole head... but dun u'll tink it's rather tiring to do tt? haha ohh... we're goin out next fri lahh... go watch amityville horror!! yippies...

weijie is so bad today lorx... he made me indirectly become his "bang xiong".... sobx... i so poor tingy lahh... got such a bad fren... but shall forgive him since he sent me home today... but is cuz he din bring keys lah! den wan waste time so tt he can wait for his mom or bro to open the door for him.. lame right...

aiyoo... haben been blogging... and it seems like everytingy's deleted from moi memory.. cant rmb wad i did last week.. or last last week... wadeva... it doesn't matter too... cuz i've been preoccupied wif sth else.. haha moi eye candy!! heex...

im nonchalant.. according to weijie... once again.. i mus say im not ok! haha tt's all for today~

2005-05-01T10:21:00.000+08:00

heex.. it's been a long time since i updated lahhh... n i cant rmb some of the tingys tt happened already larr... but i mus say... last two weeks or so hasn't been great... shall update abt wad happened tis week lahh... cuz i cant rmb anymore...

was reallie shocked and sad when jane told me a shocking news on thur lahh... almost cried lorx... feel so sad n sorry for tt person... i hope peeps will stop scolding tt person lahh... ok i realise im writing rubbish...

we've set up the lesbians' club... we've promised to love each other.. cuz no one else loves us.. *sobx* oh yea... i reallie hate tt pj librarian lahh.. she's a big white shark lorx... she barks at ppl lahh... so fierce... oh yea!! went out last sat wif s19... heex.. went marina bay... although it wasn't full attendance but it was fun lahh.. brandon kept talkin abt... haha... *sshhh*

haish... was on the train tt day lahh.. was reminiscing abt the past... ij n pj made me realise tt jss was reallie hell for me... i love being in ij n pj... n i love all the frenz tt i've made...

lastly... jane n brandon... plz stop sayin tt it's all retribution kayz...

2005-04-12T13:42:00.000+08:00

yeap yeap.. cheryl's birthday celebration was quite a success? haha was reallie happy to c dem ytd... had been a long time since i last saw dem... yea... and the next time i'll be meeting dem will be on chervia's birthday!! yea.. n it's on the 29 march... actually... it's quite long away.. haha but nvm! the thought of meeting up wif dem makes me feel reallie reallie excited!! heex.. oh yea.. and we agreed to crash np during the june holidays since chervia's studyin thr.. haha ohh... did i mention tt cheryl was late for an hour plus?? haha... we waited for her for so long! but nvm.. cuz kwang han's cousin's restaurant was comfortable... and the food thr is reallie reallie nice.. heex...

yeapz... im quite happy today... tink it's cuz i feel tt im adapting to the sch's environment already... and im sort of blending into the class already?? haha... getting along fine wif dem... starting to like dem more n more already... dey're quite fun actually.. haha especially the bisexual club members lahh... haha dey're tryin to find their mascot... oh my... hmm... yeap yeap... and i found moi twin sis in class!! haha all started out when mun jee said we look alike if xue ling lets down her hair... hmm... hope sch will be even betta as time passes by?? so tt i wun detest goin to sch anymore like how i felt tis morning! haha

2005-04-10T11:32:00.000+08:00

yippies... will be goin out wif chervia nutz tml.. heex... ohh i miss dem soooo much... cant wait to c dem... ehh... haven been blogging for a long time.. so tink i'll jus summarise wad happened tis week.. heex..

monday was ok... went to sch wif liheng n waichong.. ehh.. sch was quite ok.. moi class was quite friendly i guess.. but i still couldn't rmb the names of some ppl... haish... tink im gonna take a long time to rmb each and everyone of dem.. yeapz...

i hav nth to update abt tue n wed lahh.. thur... gotta choose cca... omg.. haha thur was horrible... had a hard time choosing moi cca... hmm... oh yea.. we had chi lesson... we onli had 4 ppl taking chi in tt class.. dey actualli split up our class! aiyooo.... but thr's realli alot of ppl taking cl A in moi class... reached home at 9+... slept at ard 11+...

im like lookin so dead on fri... jus felt veri tired... haha nth to update already... tml's cheryl's bday!!! hope tt cheryl will hav a great time wif us tml!! yippies... hee

oh yea.. haha was actually dreaming during maths lecture ytd... was imagining myself havin the maths lecture in ij lt 3.. together wif s19... wif chervia n cheryl beside me... u noe.. tt's wad always happens during lecture.. we'll always sit together.. till death do us part u noe.. haha hmm... even though i was jus dreaming, but it jus feels so real... tink mayb it's cuz im so used to hanging out wif dem... haha!

2005-04-04T12:12:00.000+08:00

aiyoo... talkin to huiling and sin mun now.. har! dey remind me of the fact tt the four of us r separated.. huiling in sa, sin mun in jj, zhen in np n im in pj... den chervia nutz came into moi mind again... haish...

aiyoo.. den huiling is like so sad right now.. she's not in the same cg as her frenz anymore.. hope she recovers soon... i hope to c her as cheerful as ever again!!! yeapz.. hope tml we'll all be free bahh.. im sorry guys.. i cant make it on tue.. i cant afford to pon sch anymore!!! send moi regards to the choir for me k...

hmm... goin back to sch tml... haiyoh... i cant sense any anticipation in me u noe.. hmm... mum says she regret askin me to go pj.. cuz gotta walk veri far.. haha but who cares lahh.. no sch would wan me anymore.. too late for appeal n all tt.. even ij oso rejected me! *sobx* hope thr will be nice ppl in moi cg... anyway.. i must say.. i miss s19!

hmm... tml finally can step out of the house after rotting for 12 days at home.. haha.. hmm hope moi new timetable will leave thursday blank?!? *smilez* oh my.. i jus saw qinglin's baby boy's pic!! so cuteeee!!! oh his mouth is sooo small.. haha cute!! heex...

k lah.. duno wad to write lerr... hope i'll hav a nice day in sch tml!

2005-03-28T08:32:00.000+08:00

aiyoooo... haven been blogging for so looong... heex... hmm... hav been rotting at home for 5 days already... haish... n moi whole body is like so itchy u noe... help!!

hmm.. i miss all moi ij frenz... chervia nutz!!! haha we're realli separated already.. cher in sr, me in pj, xx in np n nutz in hc!!! hmm.. tink it'll be difficult for us to meet again... nvm~! hope i can meet great ppl in pj.. heex..

hmm.. at least now there's sth else tt motivates me on?? haha... hmm.. i miss ij~!! but cant appeal back.. cuz u noe.. i owe mr wong two pe lessons.. den moi relation wif ms vyna is like.. arghhz.. shall not talk abt it.. and.. i haven't been goin for lectures... needless to say.. moi test results are like.. haha.. so i tink i'll betta not go back? heex... oh yea.. but i nid to add in.. i love ms veron lee!!

hmm.. sad to say tt i wun hav any og frenz in pj at all!! haiyo... chicken pox came at the wrong time.. nvm~! heex.. cuz staying at home isn't tt bad after all..

2005-03-23T13:17:00.000+08:00

haish.. din wan to blog initially.. cuz im suffering from severe headache.. i feel so sick right now.. but i guess i nid to get loads of tingys off moi chest..

i forgot wad happened ytd already.. but i onli noe i made a wasted trip to sch.. hahaz.. main motive of goin to sch not fulfilled.. but i din regret goin to sch today.. even though i dragged myself out of bed...

but i guess moi day brightened up when i saw haha.. shall not say it out here.. the first half of the day was great... i guess i had a great time?? haha but gd tingys hav to come to an end.. the gd day ended at ard 3.. after 3... moi life sux..

firstly.. i tink i gotta say im veri disappointed wif moi posting results.. i got into pj.. haish.. i dun even feel like goin to sch tml.. im not ready.. im not ready to b in a completely different sch wif moi frenz.. not ready for a new environment.. not ready for wad i may face.. haish..

i went jj jus now.. was intending to appeal.. but guess i reached abit late.. i reached at 4+.. chances will b slimmer since it's based on first come first serve basis.. and i did not bring all the important documents along.. can onli hand in the appeal form tml.. gotta pass it to wenting in the morning.. haish.. but at the same time i wish to go back to ij.. but due to several reasons i cant lahh... one of the biggest obstruction is due to moi mum lahh.. haish.. sick of it... forget it!! moi life sux..

2005-03-21T13:17:00.000+08:00

haha.. din blog ytd.. was too lazy to do so... nvm.. shall blog everything in tis post..

ytd went lot 1 wif [chervia nutz].. haha we had a great deal of fun.. we went kbox.. n u noe wad.. we sang for 3 hrs and 15 mins... omg... haha.. but nutz din realli sing.. n he insists it's because he has no voice.. excuses!! and he paid so much jus to go in n hear us sing out of tune~! haha.. after tt we went to take neoprints.. the machine made us soooo stupid.. n while we were changing positions.. cheryl stepped on moi toes!!! n noe wad... she's wearing sharp pointed heels!! u cant imagine how painful moi toe was.. but guess it kinda made me smile more brightly?? haha..

yea.. and today went to adidas warehouse sale wif chervia.. as usual.. i was late.. haha but i regretted goin!! it's like the last day of the sale.. n thr's nth much left... so boring.. so we decided to travel back to bugis n den to cityhall to hunt for bags.. yea.. in the end we still went back to jp.. haha.. so wu liao lorx.. n i bought moi nike bag!! finally.. haha.. n i bought a shirt too~~.. im damn broke now~~ haha.. n tis oso means tt i've gotta scrimp and save for the coming week!! i can survive!!! wahahaha... feeling so great today... shopping makes me high~~ wee~~~

2005-03-19T16:45:00.000+08:00

haish... im realli lazy... im supposed to meet ling n guys for adidas warehouse sale.. in the end i end up lazing in bed until i dozed off... n wad's more.. im supposed to meet ling for gym u see... but i wasn't feeling well.. haish... so all the tingys undone.. n i ended up sleeping at home... i ought to be punished for being so lazy...

oh yea... we'll be receiving our posting results on tue.. den wed will hav to report to new sch... r all of you excited?? im feeling sad.. sad sad sad.. sad tt monday will b the last day im goin to innova.. i hope i can get out of bed on monday.. shouldn't hope.. it should be i MUST get out of bed on monday.. regardless of wad.. and.. i've decided to go for pe on monday!! haha last pe lesson wif mr wong already.. as wad i told peiying.. haha we're gonna drive mr wong crazie.. cuz we're gonna walk like crazie if he asks us to run.. heex..

oh yea.. n i've got sth to announce here!! wahaha.. kwang han is officially in our [tilldeathdouspart] group!! haha he has been promoted to become our jie mei already.. haha n it's not chervia anymore.. it's chervia nutz!! haha.. i tink he mus b feeling real happy...

hmm.. regardless of all tis.. im sad im sad im sad... TODAY!

2005-03-18T15:38:00.000+08:00

hmm... nth much to blog today.. slacked at home.. was online for practically the whole day.. haha oh ya.. n i went to play badminton wif xin xian tis afternoon...

haha.. we din had a court to use.. so we jus played at some empty space lahh.. the game was quite ok.. but we were quite tired lahh.. haha tink tis gives me a sign tt i realli nid to excercise more lahh.. jus awhile of playin n im like.. so tired..

hmm.. tis afternoon kwang han told me tt cheryl's com exploded... haha okok.. tink i betta not laugh at her.. or else thr might b retribution.. heex~ yeapz.. n today me n sin mun actually created a blog for choir ex comm'03.. haha marj was so happy n touched tt she actualli cried.. haha guess all of us tot tt we r gonna split up once we graduate from jss.. hmm.. but i tink the bond will still be thr lahh.. considering the fact tt we went thru thick n thin together.. haha

of course~! bcos of the blog.. i suddenly miss my frenz soo much.. i realised i haven seen dem for like abt more den a month?? omg.. all the [datoumei daerduo danehmei]... whr r all of you??? haha but the gd tingy is.. im gonna meet danehmei aka huiling n some others tml lahh.. we goin for adidas warehouse sale.. den after tt danehmei n i r gonna hit the gym!! yippies.. time to keep moi body in shape.. kekez..

2005-03-17T06:43:00.000+08:00

oh my gawd... finally done wif tis blog.. mus realli thank qinglin ehh~~ muackzz..

haven been goin to sch for quite some time.. cuz i dun wanna c "someone".. haha tink those from ij will noe bahh.. kinda bored of not goin to sch.. but who cares.. im stress free!! yippies.. but sch's starting soon lahh.. n im moving on to a new sch.. which oso means tt ij frenz r gone.. sobx.. so sad.. [tilldeathdouspart~chervia]

haha went for og outing ytd.. was kinda boring lahh.. we were so indecisive.. n so disorganised.. din realli laugh much ytd.. was feeling kinda down.. haha mayb tt's the reason y the outing was so boring?? haha *winkz* so bhb right.. haha

oh yea.. had a rubbish talk wif mr bugs bunny ytd.. haha n tt is weilong.. he "made my specs fall down to the ground".. haha din noe he can be sOoOo lame!! oh ya.. n he lost the match.. but nvm.. im sure he'll win in some day to come.. haha.. n he missed the og outing again.. but nvm.. i've already updated him on the details.. n he has already promised me tt he'll make it for the next og outing even if it means ponning his training... haha

n kwang han called me tis morning.. askin me to join him n cheryl for tonight's movie at ps.. ahh.. but the thought of travelling thr makes me zzz... n wad's worse.. he asked me to join him for pool at amk!! n amk is like.. afew hundred miles away from my home... n of course... i rejected... might as well stay at home n rot... n since i've got tonnes to tings to reflect on.. so i should stay at home...